Dear Diary PG

Dear Diary

Dear Diary, I did it....finally. Let me explain.

After the attempted robbery, I had a special security system installed, connecting my computer system with the one at the police station. I felt a lot safer with it installed. Of course, it also helped knowing MusiKai was always around somewhere, even if I couldn't always see him. Things had been going well between us and we had been spending almost every evening together. It was nice to have someone to talk to. And up till that day, talking was all we did. I had dropped Meow off at the APEC castle that morning on my way to the store, as she wanted to visit all her animal friends there. As I walked into the store and opened it for the day, I realized this gave me the opportunity I had been waiting for, so I called the castle and asked them to keep the cat there for the night. I wanted things to be perfect.

A few hours later, Zen came in for work and I left the store in his hands while I went out to run "errands". I went to a nearby mall to get what I needed. It was easy to find all but one thing, which I knew I already had in the storage room at the store. I took all the other things home, and then went and got a box from the shop, telling Zen I was taking the rest of the day off. He smiled and nodded and I took off again.

The house was cluttered when I got home, so I put the box in the bedroom and started cleaning from top to bottom. After the house was finally spotless, I realized it was nearly dinner time, and he would be there shortly. He often came over to watch movies with me after dinner, but tonight I had something else planned completely. So I had a quick sandwich and got everything else ready. Then, of course, I got myself ready, and that involved what was in the box. I had just gotten a special order of lacy women's things for Valentines day, as a lot of women wanted to get those for special time with their men, but I had ordered something extra special for myself. Just as I tied my new robe over it, the doorbell rang. It was time.

I greeted MusiKai at my door with a smile on my face, in spite of how nervous I was. He looked at me, and the surprise at what I had on was evident in his face. He asked if he had come at the wrong time, and I shook my head. I took his hand and led him into the living room. I almost laughed at the shocked look on his face, but I recovered quickly and looked up at him.

"I wanted to....well..." I motioned and he finally saw the plate of chocolate sitting in front of the fireplace, next to all the soft blankets and pillows I had placed there earlier. He again looked at me, his eyes hungry, but I could tell he was nervous. I smiled and told him to sit, which he did quickly, obviously very eager to please.

I looked down at him for a change, a small smile on my lips. He cocked his head curiously, and I took off my robe. His eyes felt like they were burning my skin. I knelt beside him, and kissed him. He was hesitant to touch me, so I pulled away, taking a piece of chocolate, biting into it, and feeding him the rest. His eyes bored into me, and I kissed him again, tasting the chocolate on his lips. It had never tasted so sweet or rich to me before. This time, there was no hesitation, and he wrapped his arms around me, holding me tight to him. His fingers, cold as they always were, burned into the bare skin on my back. He gently helped me to lay back against the soft pillows, and pulled away, taking his own shirt off, his fingers shaking as he did. I looked on as he undid his hair, the dark river flowing down over his shoulders, and tickling my neck as he leaned in to kiss me again. My whole body was burning by then, my heart pounding in my ears. His hands were gentle and firm, as he caressed my sides, untying the straps of the short silk nightie I had on. He reached over and took another piece of chocolate and fed it to me, kissing me and our tongues intertwined. He stood and undressed himself the rest of the way, revealing........

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He laid next to me, holding me tight in his arms, as if he was afraid someone would take me. I looked at him again, with sleepy eyes. "That was wonderful MK. You know what?" I whispered, not wanting to disturb the peace and quiet. He looked at me and shook his head. I smiled and said, "I love you." I fell asleep there on the floor in his arms.